Fanatical Fanatic

mountain-lake-idyll-lake-bannalpsee-donald-kamp In the mesh of my bones
A piercing pain persists
But I’ve barely moved today.
In the blood red veins of my heart
Where the thickness resides
I feel thin and frail
Every footstep is heavy
Every breath is stunted
paradiseDestructive thoughts taunt
Memories of old haunt
Demons perched on the outskirts
Through the curtain is a hint of light
Yet the darkness within so deep
Starvation in motion
The outside world muted
Inside world unable to be tamed
Desperation and
All vie for dominance
Yet collide unabashedly
My Tortured soul left
In a broken heap on the floor
Steeped in my own shame
hues-of-natureBlinded by my own self hatred
I wither
Another day lost
Depression my master



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