Burning Fear for the Fanatic

20140909-201042-72642283.jpgAnxiety crawls up my skin
Suddenly out of nowhere
The day begs to retire
Yesterday I played in the fall leaves
Today I played in the rain
Not one care in the world
Transparency
Is my new motto
We talked he and I
About my attempt
lavender-labyrinthjpg-33b96e17e96c5811_largeMy manic episode
Getting swept away by emotions
My mind in constant struggle
The demons in the corner
But as of now
As of the release from the hospital
I am through w such issues
Two days have passed
20140821-164128-60088332.jpgAnd not one thought of death
Miracles do happen
Yet I have this burning anxiety
Because I’m scared this high
On life
Ability to smile
Uncontrollably laugh
Engage with him
1393852_909291559087829_6429478004072054840_nWill just as suddenly disappear

123 RV, SA, PA, JW, RW, JZM, Ph, JV

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