Wouldnt it be a wonderful world! The sins we are carrying, at least me, are those of unfulfilled lives of those who brought me here and raised me. Sorry, gotta say it like I see it. I see the children of the world today and I wonder how they are going to work through the issues we are giving them.
Then I think about the reality of many I read about and many I know. Is it just that I am focused on this aspect of the world? “Mental health,” issues? Yes I have my own issues, but am I seeing a canary singing in a coal mine, or am I seeing another illusion my mind has set up to try and make me safe? Are the issues as real, or am I projecting my fear onto the world?
You see, it being safe is killing me. Literally and metaphorically as well. Trying to see the world as some finite thing that evolves around me and me only is not healthy for me.
I am in the depths of writing the two papers that I have to write for my classes. It is hard to watch Apocalypse Now and not get down. I know it is something I need to write about. It is my favorite movie of all time. I connect to it. Why? (rhetorically)
As you can tell I have more questions than answers. I think we all do, dont we?
Feeling a little lost and scattered here today. Dont know why.
Well I am out of here if I am not going to be the “brainiac,” as the Fanatic calls me!
123 RV, SA, JW
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*Bruce Springsteen Long Time Comin