There is an underlying factor to my depression.
It is a word, a feeling, and the prism I have looked at the world through.
You dont have to read this if you dont want to!
If I share this with you,
you will recoil in pain or retreat to thought;
it will wash over you, or you will rail in disagreement;
you will deny it or surrender to its power over you;
you will seek Ggod, or the demons that fester and foster it;
you will grieve it or rail against your having it;
you’ll accept its power over you or will bluster its existence away;
you will look at it and into it or you will work harder to hide it;
you will embrace its disturbing premise or you will continue to die from it.
It is better to seek forgiveness than it is permission. 123